For the people who do not know me well, I'll share a secret with you.
I don't mind being alone. I eat my meals alone, in the kopitiam. I study alone, in the library. I like to sleep alone, I swim alone, I play drums alone, I don't like to seat with others on bus....etc etc.
For people who are afraid of being alone, take my thoughts on this. All humans will end up alone. Suck in a deep breath and enjoy your lone moments.
Today, I went to school to revise for my upcoming test. The library is freezing and I am fighting my flu army again. Escape from the chiller, I went to the sweet spot to study. It is at lvl 3 and it is really nice! There are some people there, darn! lol. I was hoping since its a sat afternoon, it should be empty! Anyway, they left around 5 plus, and i was alone.
Wow, the sweet spot is really alluring in the evening! Cool breeze, gentle sun, totally relaxing. The best part is I am alone! Green trees, blue skies, breeze sound, loneliness. I can't describe the feeling, but this is when i want to be alone.
When is the last time u wanted to be alone? Quarrels with your love ones? Upset with your studies? Ya, all the negative aspects of life, isn't it? Change your mindset, cos being alone can be great too! Its a huge spiritual lift to your mind and your body. Alone does not duplicate lost. It is a roadblock in your life, for you to reflect and plan. Simply immerse and blend yourself into the environment and you will feel better. =)
